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Well, it had been awhile since I recorded myself and I had been telling myself I should make a new video! Finally, I got my lazy ass to turn on the camera and do something.;)
I didn't have a plan at first. I just kinda got ready, got the camera out and somewhere in my head I was thinking okay, what is there new that I can do, what new position can I show you, what can I do that I haven't done yet? And, well, I wasn't sure. For lack of a better idea, I thought I'd try the satin nightie thing again, explore that a little more. I even put on mascara. And if you're not used to putting on thick gloppy mascara...you'll prob'ly make a mess. I did. LOL. Got that reasonably cleaned up and then I was worried it was just too much and too ridiculous, so I toned it down. And I put on lipstick! Hee hee. Which was kinda fun but I was thinking I looked like a clown. The blotting thing on tissue helps to tone that down.:) The make-up doesn't seem to show so much on camera. Maybe I toned it down too much. But, hey, it was there! It's something new. I put on little earrings too!:D
After looking over what I recorded, I really had doubts about showing some of this stuff. I tried...you know, to kind of be really girly, experimented with that, even made a bit of an attempt at feminine moaning although that sounds...more like maybe a young teen boy who's voice is cracking or something. LOL. I don't know if this stuff works for me. Like, how do girls do this stuff and make it look sooo good and so natural?? Why does it not look like that when a guy does it? Sigh. I tried. LOL.
That'd be great if someone thought this was sexy.:) That would make me very happy.:D But, hey, if it just makes you laugh, that's okay.;) Parts of this make me laugh! At least some or, well, actually, a lot of the camera angles and moves I made came out sexy!!:)

A couple weeks later I was watching this and I guess it turned me on. I had my hand down my pants rubbing myself and wishing I could fuck myself and feel everything from both of me at the same time!:P :D




Part 1 is very soft and slow and softcore. In part 2 I try and get more hot and slutty.:) LOL.
Some moments of this one crack me up.:P :D And I'm still frequently wondering, like, what the hell was I thinking?! And...is this really what I want people to see?! I don't know. I guess most of the time I'm sort of off in my own world and feel like I can do whatever and no one really sees this stuff anyway, so...whatever.:P It's like my personal video storage and diary thing here. LOL. I'd prob'ly, like, totally freakin' die of embarrassment if anyone I knew saw any of this stuff. (People who have known me could never in a billion zillion years imagine I would ever ever do anything remotely like this!!! Ha ha ha...)
What else can I say. This is the most comfortable I've felt yet about showing my face on camera. Still getting used to that. I did manage to practice my smile in this.:) I think that came out well enough. Much better than I expected.;)
For the orgasm part...um, the camera was upside down. LOL. So, maybe it looks like I'm standing? Hanging off the ceiling? Hee hee. Hey, it's different anyway!:P Okay, here's what you gotta do, when it gets down to the final scene, turn your monitor upside down to see it right! Ha ha. Well...I was sooo f***ing horny by then and I needed to cum!! I really wasn't that worried about how I was holding the camera. It seemed to correct itself on the camera screen so, somehow, I was hoping it did the same on the tape. LOL. (Another lesson learned...don't hold the camera upside down!:P ) And, ummm, big orgasm.:o)
Hope U like it.;) :) :D

A couple weeks later I was watching this thinking how much I want to see my face getting splattered with someone else's sperm and I wanna see myself getting fucked in my ass!:P




I finally uploaded "On The Couch (After Work)" to XTube and got more response to that one than anything before it. I found that surprising and rather interesting. I wondered what was so different that got such a response. A couple things I thought of were that I must be moving in the right direction with showing my face more. I've been working on getting a lot more with my whole body along with my face in the shot. And I moved around and tried a lot of positions. Ha ha, must be the right position somewhere in there that anyone will like.:P
Here, I just kinda turned on the camera and did my best to expand on the idea, really rOcK it out and do it way better!:D
As always, I'm still learning to get better at this. Always watching for what to improve on. I need to work more on smiling for the camera. And I should pay less attention to what's on the screen and more attention to keeping up my erection. LOL. Yeah, that and work on position changes being smoother and more confident.;) (Oh, and just epilating isn't quite enough. I should shave too.)
But, who knows, maybe it's the raw amateur imperfections that people like.;) Anyway, I do think this one came out quite a bit better than the last time I recorded myself on the couch. Watch and see if you agree.:)





Okay, ready to see me have an orgasm?:) There's a bit of a surprise ending here.;) Like I said, really tried my best to do this way better than the last time I recorded myself on the couch.:) That includes the orgasm part.;) :) :D
Although...I guess I should get more vocal when I cum. I was prob'ly too quiet. And, apparently, my little efforts at some sexy sort of feminine moaning here and there just...doesn't come out right. LOL. Okay, I think it's gonna work best if I just use my normal tone.
You know what would really help is a camera person!:) Yeah, among several other very horny ideas I'm having right now...;)...
Hope U like this... :o)...




Well, I did it on the bed, on the couch, on the floor, in the kitchen, in the bathroom, on the balcony. Ummm...so, here's me on a chair. LOL. Like, wow, I haven't recorded myself on a chair since the early webcam stuff. I thought I'd try it again and see if I could do better.;)
I started with clothes on. That's different.:P (I actually have clothes! I'm not always naked. Hee hee. I just hope some people would much rather see me naked.:)
I suppose it's not normal for guys to feel their breasts but...I don't know, the more I watch naked girls in videos the more aware I am that I have breasts and nipples too. I'm experimenting with the idea that guys can also get pleasure from breast stimulation and it's just social rules that prevent guys from trying a lot of stuff out.
I recorded this before I even watched the last one. So, I'd say I still have about the same kind of stuff to improve on. But I think, I hope, this is way better than those first webcam videos I did. I hope this is totally way more interesting and much mUcH sexier.:)
Part 1 is basically a soft warm up for Part 2. (The end here may seem cut off just a little abruptly. Well...I had to stop because I got a stomach cramp right then. LOL. So, there was only about another 10 seconds before I turned off the camera anyway.)





Okay, I hope you saw Part 1 but if you wanna skip the warm up and just see me naked and get on with it, yeah, this is...well, where that happens.;) :) :D
And...what if I told you this has that kind of surprise ending like Part 2 of the last video. Hee hee. Uh huh........2 orgasms.:P (But, hey, don't go thinkin' I'm gonna do all the time now.;)
When I had my first orgasm here, most of the sperm went on the floor. While I was looking for that, the sperm on my body kinda dried. And I wasn't sure how much of the squirting was gonna show. (Sometimes I think instead of a close-up, you'd rather see my face in the shot too when I cum...? That's what I did here and in the last one.) Then I was, like, oh no! What if there's not really anything to see?! That would really suck.:S There has to be sperm! I need more sperm!! So...I had another orgasm.:)





Mmm K, who's been waiting for a new video?!:P
I know, I'm getting sooo slow about recording new ones. I want to take this to the next level! It gets really boring doing this alone. I need more people involved.:P :D Yeah...people to fuck me and record it for me.:) That'd be awesome. All I'd have to do is get naked and get fucked!!:D LOL.
Sigh.
Well, I went in the kitchen, turned on the camera and did my best to turn you on and entertain you.:) Not my first time in the kitchen but better.;) And there's at least a couple positions or moves you haven't seen before to keep things fresh.:) Okay, so, um, I didn't show my face or put anything up my ass but otherwise it's pretty good, isn't it?:P :D (At the end it goes dark but, after a few seconds, it comes back for a minute. A little ass wiggling warm up I started with when I first turned on the cam but...it's kinda silly. LOL. Maybe sexy?:D I thought it would work better as a sort of out-take end thing.;)





Well, hmmm, what can I say...
I really wish someone else would cum on my face for me!!:D Still haven't found anyone yet to do it so, I'll have to do it myself again.:)
I like the first two better but...if you wanna see me do it again...here it is...





This one is actually the second time I recorded myself cumming on my face. But, at the time, I decided not to upload it 'cause a lot of cum got in my eye.:S And I was wrinkling my face and it looked bad 'n stuff. Then end was just all messed up. So, I just figured I'd erase it and try it again some other time.
Anyway, I recorded over the very end where I was wrinkling my face but...I saved the rest 'cause it was kinda hot.:) Watch and you'll see why.;) You can see 'til I cum on my face anyway and just before I scrunched up my face all ugly. LOL.
And, damn, it hurts getting cum in your eyes! Jeez, my eye was all red the next day.
Okay, here it is, an extra lil bonus clip I found that I almost never showed U...


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