So, wow, here it is page 2 and as I started this page, I thought of this as still testing, showing you something new while I get around to figuring out how to edit and arrange everything. At the moment though, I'm thinking most of the camcorder stuff isn't as bad as I thought at first. (I'm still thinking I might maybe start a page for videos I wasn't sure were good enough.)
Of course, I could keep putting everything on one page but the more videos I put on a page, the more time it takes for the page to download. I thought this would be the perfect time to start a new page.
Well, I had definite plans about what I wanted to do with the first 2 camcorder videos and I finally got to one of 'em!:) It's the more recent one at the bottom of the page. (On this page, like the last, the further down the page you go, the more recent they are.)




I've had this idea for awhile that I should masturbate out on my balcony and record it on a sunny day.;) And, well...I did.:o)
I figured I'd wind up editing half of it out but...hmmm, there wasn't really anything that needed editing. Maybe I'm just more comfortable now seeing myself on camera. Or maybe I'm getting better in front of the camera. Both, I think!! It came out much longer than I thought it would. So, I split it in 2 parts. I know some horny pervs:P don't want to have to wait over 20 minutes to see me cum. Hee hee...

Okay, first, I tried to do something sexy in my bedroom. I didn't know what I was gonna do. I just set up the camera and tried something. I definitely need practice!:P I'm still not quite comfortable or confident enough in front of the camera. I think it shows on my face. Hopefully it looks better than I felt.;) Something for me to work on.
Then I went out on my little balcony. I live in an apartment building and...I have neighbors.......under me, over me, to the side, so I'm not gonna get vocal out there. LOL. No moaning. Sorry. No talking. (And I gotta keep low 'cause there's another building across the street. Anyone on the second or third floor could see me if I stand up.) But, hey, the sun is on my body and I'm making an effort from now on to show my face a lot more.:) (I'm not even hiding that scar on my right side. I'm not perfect. Nobody is. I'm thinking I'll just put myself out there, show it all. This is me. I don't know if I'm sexy but I do know some people sure seem to enjoy seeing me naked and it makes me happy if someone wants to see me naked. If U likes it, tHaNk yOu!!!:D I do this 4 U!:)





When I watch myself, I'm always looking for what to improve on. It's really frustrating trying to do everything behind the camera and perform in front of the camera at the same time. The first time I saw this, I almost started to laugh at how small my d*** looks through most of this. Sheesh.:S That's what happens when I'm worrying more about what the camera is picking up than what I'm doing.
I changed positions a lot more than I thought I did. I want the camera angle to change and show different things. It's just so much easier to move myself instead of finding somewhere new to put the camera. Just...God, I desperately need a camera person so I don't have to worry anymore about what the camera is seeing. I'd love to be able to just concentrate on my body, feeling good, my erection;), everything going on in front of the camera.:) I really want to be in front of the camera. It's still new and exciting for me. But at the same time, I really like photography and I know how I want things to look. It drives me totally nuts sometimes not to be able to give everything to one or the other. I wish so much I could do both all by myself AND give 100% to each thing instead of dividing my attention. As long as I have to do both, I think I'll never be totally satisfied with either 'cause I know I could do better. Sigh.
However! All in all, I am improving:) and I still have plenty of new ideas to try out.:D I wouldn't be surprised if someone out there thought this was the best thing they've seen me do yet.:) I'm just wishing more and more for...someone to hold the camera and..........someone to f*** me on camera!!! :) :D :P





Yep, here comes a new one!:D Just had to get naked once again for all my fans.;) And, wow, like, gosh, how many do I have by now, about 3, I think. LOL. Sigh. Still hoping more (a LOT more!!!:D ) people will find me and like seeing me naked. (Oh my God...if only I were a girl...)
Anyway, I still have ideas to try out and I still need a lot of practice to get better at this.:) Okay, so here's what's up...I went in the bathroom.......peed on myself and masturbated.;) :P :D Hee hee. LOL. (So...is that sexy...? Or just strangely entertaining? Both?:P )
As usual, I watched this right after and I'm always looking 4 wut 2 improve on. When I masturbate without looking at pictures or a video, I guess I'm usually looking down at my, um, thing.:) So, that's pretty much what I did. But...if I'm gonna film myself and have my face in the shot, hmmm, I really need to look at the camera more. And smile!:)
I'm not excited about showing my face when I cum...'cause, well, my orgasms are usually alone (always alone for quite a long time now!Sniff, sniff...) and I'm not used to anyone looking at my face. I've never practiced much at all with my facial expression when I cum. But...I think, kinda like learning to eat around company in a proper way, if I'm gonna be on camera, I better work on it. LOL. I lOvE having my beautiful cock looked at when I cum!! I totally love it when someone wants to see me squirt.:D On the other hand, the point I was getting too, I'm guessing people would like to see my face in the shot sometimes while I have an orgasm. I gave it a try for this one. However, you know, if I get my face in the shot too, that means no close-up for the cum shot. I'm not thrilled with the orgasm here but I think I can get better at...doing something not too ridiculous or ugly with my face. LOL. (Just don't look at my face!:P Watch my sweet cock being fucked really hard and fast by my hand.:)
I noticed the bottoms of my feet were a little dirty (and I hadn't gotten to doing my weekly pedicure yet). Oops.:S (Did my pedicure today though! My feet look great now!! Wanna see?!:o)
Hee hee. I was pleasantly a little surprised how nice and warm my pee was.:) My cute butt got all wet sitting in pee.:P I liked it...feeling all naked and slutty with pee on me.:) (Oh God, I wanted to be fUcKeD and cummed on!!!:P) Hmmm, I shoulda touched my body more and got my fingers up my ass. Maybe tried a few more positions. I was taking it easy and being careful about that. Them tiles gets slippery when wet.;)
Well, hope U like it...:)...(can U see the pee? I don't.:( There was a lOt and I think it looked a little better on my camera screen. Sigh. I'll have to try again sometime with the camera closer then.)





I was really sUpEr horny, so...this clip is short and to the point.;)
Okay, so, I wonder, does anyone think I'm a tease and if it came down to it, I couldn't really handle...oh, something like.......cum on my face?:D
With all my curiousity, you think I never tried to cum on my own face? Such things haven't occurred 2 U yet maybe. Well, I've done it plenty of times. I don't do it often. It's not exactly a comfortable position to get into to do it.:S Anyway, I knew one of these days I'd have to try and record it. So, um, yep, this would be me cumming on my own face. (Hee hee, I'm just curious, R U still reading or gone already to check it out...?:D )
This is the first time I've ever tried this on camera. In fact, nobody has ever seen me do this before and I've never even told anyone before that I have ever tried it. (It just never came up in a conversation.)
Well, of course, I watched this right after. I had serious doubts about whether I'd even put this one up. The idea is pretty hOt.;) In theory, it seemed sexy to me. But...this position does not make my stomach look attractive! (I had no idea my stomach could look that gross.:S ) LOL. You'll see what I mean. Doesn't do wonders for my face either. And close-ups on my face (yuck)...ummm, not really thrilled about that. Like, hey, okay, where's my make-up person to make me look pretty?!:P (And just a note about the chair with the sheet in the background if anyone should wonder what that was about. It looks sorta dumb, I know. The intention, what I wanted, was to create a nice full blue screen backdrop. LOL. And that really didn't really go anywhere near as well as I imagined or hoped. LMAO.)
Lots of sperm. I caught most of it in my mouth. Then I was checking myself out on the camera screen. Tempted to wipe my face but trying to remember not to so you can see the cum on me.;) I remembered to look at the camera and practice my smile.:)
Girls look great with cum on their face:) but...I'm not a girl, so...I don't know if anyone would think this is sexy. I really hope someone will like this.:) (I'd much rather try doing this in a more normal relaxed position and have some guy or a few cum over me. Any volunteers?:) :P :D )
Well...okay, here it is...




I turned on the computer, was gonna upload the last video and somehow wound up looking at porn pics on the internet. Hee hee. :P Then I was too freakin' horny to upload my video! I needed to cum first. And since my camera was right there, I took it with me to the bedroom where I thought the daylight would be brightest. (I turned on the light, even brought a stand-up lamp from the living room. I think it helped. I did the same for the last video too, was near a window for the daylight and used two lamps. Jus' wanna make sure U can C everything.;)
Anyway, so, I just...you know, needed to cum and, uh.....well, yeah, uh huh, recorded it for anyone who's interested.;) I know I've said I'd be showing my face more from now on but my face isn't in this 'cause, well, like, it's Saturday and I didn't get dressed to go anywhere. Then I'd have to shave and wash my face, do something with my hair and that would all take too long. I just needed to cum, okay?!;) LOL.
The first time I watched this I thought it was boring. But I just watched it again and now I'm thinking it's really not bad. I like it.:) Hmmm, would've been better if I had my other hand free to touch myself instead of holding the camera. Nice squirt though. Holy jeepers!:P I shot cum up on my chest. Tried to practice getting more vocal here. I think I pretty much got the grunting down. LOL. Should I be working more on words now maybe. Hee hee.
Hope U likes it... : ) ...
Another Saturday morning. And I woke up extremely horny!!! I wanted to masturbate right away but...I had a feeling there'd be a lot of sperm, so I was hoping maybe I could wait and...record it and try cumming on my face again. After resisting wild temptation, waiting 'til after breakfast and getting a few things done, it was afternoon and I was finally ready. But...for some reason, I wasn't as horny as earlier. And I wanted real sex! Not just masturbating. Sigh.
Well, I warmed up for 15-20 minutes and when I turned the camera on, I was ready to cum! Although, I wasn't sure anymore I felt like cumming on my face by then. But...as soon as I was positioned and rubbing myself, mmmm, yeah, I wanted to suck dicks!!!:P As soon as that dick was right in front of me, hell yeah, I wanted that cum!! (I didn't catch most of it in my mouth like last time. I closed my mouth and just let it go all over my face so you could see it.;)
Afterwards, once again, I was checking myself out on the camera screen. Looking. Wondering. Is it sexy if I have cum on my face? Would anyone really like this? Or is it just ridiculous for a guy to have cum on his face? I'm still wondering. And hoping. Hoping someone thinks this is sexy. I suppose that's my biggest wish (besides being a billionaire, of course!:), that someone would think I'm sexy!





I have some toys.;) Wanna see 'em? LOL.
Hmmm...this was one of those things that, in theory, seemed like a great idea but.......ummm, now I'm just not sure about it. Is this something I should delete and never want anyone to see? I wanted it to be sexy but...I just don't know. I hope someone thinks this is sexy!:) LOL. I'm not a girl, so...this could be just completely wild ridiculousness.:P
Oh my gosh...the things I'm willing to do for some attention...



I divided this because it is kinda long and if you wanna skip the intro and get right to the action, here it is!:D This is pretty much one of the two videos I had planned to do after Webcam Orgasm nr.6, before I even got my camcorder.
Wanna see me put something up my ass bigger than my finger?;) :D This one came out pretty good! I can get a lot of nice pictures out ot this one.;) :)
I suppose it took me so long to get around to this because I got kinda bored for awhile about recording myself. It's sooo unfair how girls get ALL the attention and just 'cause I'm a guy, I can barely get anyone to ever notice me. All the girls are busy having sex, sometimes on camera! I wanna be doing that!!!!:D I wanna get fucked by lots of people and be a slut!!!!!!!:D :D :D LOL. I'm still hoping someone on this planet will see me and want me!
Okay, people, here's how this works, no compliments = me bored, no videos. And compliments for me = more videos 4 U.:)
Plus, I still need someone to take pictures of me. I still need someone to hold the camcorder for me...
I still need someone to fuck me. Do I have to beg? Just having a smooth very tight sexy unused virgin ass isn't enough? Mmm K, here's me begging 2 B fUcKeD...:o)...







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